Yeah to does hurt. I’m sorry. :( They’ve just been kinda drifting away from me. I try to make plans to play games online or to meet up and 3/4ths of the time I’m ignored, or the plans are cancelled. Yet they always play games online together without me. It’s just frustrating. I feel so lonely and my severe social anxiety makes it impossible for me to make new friends. I’m pretty lost tbh.