经过ai的开导，好多了，我已经不听信这些逼道理好多年，不过ai说的直接命中问题所在，改变了我的潜意识，他说的很对啊

This is literally me. I was once a happy kid not until I reached 16 or 17. Things went downhill when I experienced things that I wasn’t prepared to face and my life changed since. As time flies I appear more grumpy and aggressive people starts to flee when I approach or tries to initiate a conversation nevertheless those people who really knew me by heart seems to understand what I’ve been through. Therefore, lack of attention* really changes people.

Edit: affection*

可悲的是，我从幼儿园就开始了，所以说到头来，我真不应该太责备自己，这都不是我的错，我已经拼尽全力在扭转局面了