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    Got my open mic spot locked in for Thursday!!! Fuck. Yes!

    I’m so fucking pumped lol

    Edit: 7:30pm Lyrebird Lounge if anyone is in that area and feels like coming along.

  • @[email protected]
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    I put on my grown up pants today and called to book in for a new mental health plan and reached out to a psych for an appointment. She specialises in depression and trauma but can also do adult adhd assessments so I’m hoping she can help me unpick some things. I’m not in crisis (which I have been every other time I’ve sought help) so I’m feeling partly good about this and partly feeling like I am wasting everyone’s time and they will think I’m bunging it on … and that folks is why I need help unpicking some stuff !

    But geez louise there’s proper money required even with the rebates. faark this system - It shouldn’t be a privilege to be able to seek help.

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      I’ve got on my list to get a new mental health care plan as well, it’s time to invest in my MH again as I’ve felt myself slipping a bit lately. This post has motivated me to make a booking.

      The cost for appointments is ridiculous even after the rebate. I called last week to find out the updated prices of the place I used to go for therapy, and they’ve hiked so much just in the 18 months since I last went.

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      Good on you for taking next steps, it’s not easy but it is very necessary. Having just done that today though, good lord I hear you on the costs - I won’t listen to a thing the Feds spruik around MH until they put more money into subsidising treatment. Especially if MH is impacting your earning capacity…

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      Good on you for doing such a positive thing for yourself. I know what you mean about the rebates; 10 subsidised sessions and you’re on your own. I’ve had the same issues with elder Minipeeler needing therapy this year.

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      faark this system - It shouldn’t be a privilege to be able to seek help.

      It’s expensive to be ill, unfortunately, and a lot of healthcare still seems to treat mental health as a cosmetic thing, like teeth, or eyes.

      Although there is a bitter irony in that to get diagnosed and treated for ADHD, you need to make a bunch of appointments and things, which someone with ADHD would struggle with.

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      Gorgeous. The steel come up real nice or (wrought iron?)

      have you attempted sanding back the decorative areas on the drawers? I feel like slightly sanding back just the face of the scroll design and then re-staining could really make it more pronounced. If that makes sense.

      Thing must weigh a ton.

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        I cleaned it a lot and did clean the scrolls extra , but I didn’t sand it much at all, it’s so full of deep scratches, holes and lost varnish it would have gone through the veneer.

        It was also a trade off between restoring to original, which is not possible anyway, and taking 100 hours, or fixing it up to last a couple more decades, which took 20 hours.

        It’s cast iron and weighs a bloody ton. There’s also the machine inside which probably weighs another 15 kilos.

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          Well it’s certainly impressive what you have managed to accomplish here.

          Are you doing the decking timber next? Hehe.

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            those are ikea wood tiles and yes I fix them up every early summer, clean them and replace any broken ones

            if not for the tiles that terrace would be unbearably hot in summer

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      That’s utterly gorgeous! It must be so satisfying to have worked with your own hands to restore it.

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    Got a letter from a lord mayor candidate asking me to vote for him, but the letter is almost all generated by ChatGPT. Reckon he’s gonna use an AI to run the city?

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    Me too buddy. Me too.

    Edit: I think Gibson is over the singing l she used to hang out in the studio with me before, but she walked straight out when I got started lol

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    Would love to stop feeling anxious about an appointment for my medications that I need. I hate that cannabis is so frowned upon, that I still hold the feeling of doing something illegal, when I need it to sleep.

    This has been such a shithouse week for me, no restful sleep, just nightmares and a impending sense of doom.

    Fucking ugh. Leave me alone, Brain, why can’t you be kind to meeee wah wah lol

    Carpet moths have also returned, so slept on the couch after soaking them in vinegar and punching the ones that tried to escape. I hate carpet. Never install carpet.

    I don’t have the executive function to deal with this shit

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      I saw a few moths in my house too. Nooooo

      I’ve still got the attractant traps in the pantry and the wardrobes, but am going to have to vacuum more often.

      And put the crackers in the freezer as soon as I get them (to kill any eggs potentially brought home from the supermarket). I don’t see any other way they could be getting in

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      I don’t think anyone would have the executive function to deal with that shit. Our minds absolutely suck at trying to protect us in this day and age. We end up feeling like shit instead.

      @ Spud’s mean inner voice and the carpet moths: there’s the door 🚪

      I hope you feel better soon <3

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    HUNGRY

    Damn hormones. You’d think eating a full dinner might curb the hunger at least a little bit but no, apparently any time I’m not actively stuffing more food down my body is not happy. ☹️

    Edit: There is now pudding in the oven.

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      The man bought me baklava on Saturday and today he bought me a block of chocolate. I love it but please stop but also thank you and keep it coming but not too much.

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    Ugh. Dealing with multiple different allergy people is a nuisance. Off to boil my blind baking beads.

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    I have a problem that gets me every damn time, and it’s completely my fault.

    The Athenaeum Library gives you a lovely, sturdy, capacious book bag when you join them. The borrowing period is also lengthy - one month.

    Every time I go, I fill this bag.

    Then I have to eventually return them, and hauling the full book bag up the stairs is a pain in the bum

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    Melbcat is eating well again. She started refusing the fancy wet food and seemed a bit off with the probiotics so I’ve just been giving her the plain nutritionally complete homebrand with her meds mashed in.

    She is loving the electric blanket in cooler weather. Comes to cuddle in the day and sleeps on it at night. If I’m half asleep and don’t lift the doona she burrows under it herself to be incubated like an egg.

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      fastest way to catch a fine brace of catfish is to throw out the heated blanket. Misha was sleeping on ours last night and it wasn’t even turned on (just folded on the couch)

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    Um, so, I burnt my thumb with concentrated white vinegar. I tried googling what to do, but I haven’t been able to find an answer.

    Just wondering if the wisdom of the DT has any insight?

    pic of thumb, sfw

    Edit: nvm. Ive just realised it’s interacting with the grazes I have on my thumb from punching moths yesterday; I missed and punched the wooden bed frame. Rinsed thoroughly

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      Like any burn you should run it under cold water but tbh I’ve never heard of burning oneself with vinegar. I hope it feels better soon.

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        Ye Ive done that now, Ive just realised it’s interacting with the grazes I have on my thumb from punching moths yesterday; I missed and punched the wooden bed frame.

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      acetic acid is nasty. Rinse with lots and lots of water.

      keep it away from your eyes and don’t breathe it in

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      i didn’t know vinegar can be that acidic

      google said rinse and cover

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    Made a stinky savoury spread for lunch.

    Anchovies, garlic, capers, mustard and some chilli. Mush with mortar and pestle, spread onto fried bread.

    Absolutely delicious…definitely not office or society friendly though.

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    I’m wishing and willing this headache to be a stress based one and not the premonition of a cold/flu. The last thing I need right now is that…

    Having a go with Nasonex to see if it helps. God help me if I’ve developed hay fever this year after not having it my whole life.

    Positive things for today, dropped in to a friend’s place in the morning, got my MH referral and a psych appointment for Wednesday itself - glad I didn’t have to wait too long at all. I just haven’t got any brain cells left though. Guess I’ll go to campus and do some journaling even if the papers make no sense to me. Just need to stay out of the house…

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      Oh headache’s not fun. I hope you’ll be rid of this headache for today pretty soon.

      I think allergies are up today. I feel itchy today :/

      Being out and about can be a nice feeling. Especially with what you’ve had to put up with recently.

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        Not the best weather but better out than in today to shake the blues. I’ve just made a series of very difficult phone calls… the Nasonex has helped a bit but now I just need to lie down, I think.

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            The worst thing - emailing the LL with a negotiated price - has yet to be done but I’m getting there soon… did the final hard thing of the day by emailing her to say I need a few more days. Now I need to get through tomorrow’s very hard conversation at work. I can feel myself coming down with something, my throat is getting scratchy… fuck.

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              Did you end up checking the local area rent price and basing it off that?

              With work are you going to scale back your hours at the place you don’t really want to stay at anymore?

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                It’ll be based on that and looking at what I can actually afford with the time I can work for as well. And just hope for the best. As for work I’ll have to consolidate it to one job unfortunately, and bring up my hours back there. Not a great look but I gotta put myself first at times like this.

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    can’t see clearly from where i am but i think

    sky pretty