Or, all too typical overthinking socializing, maybe? Unlike some other posts’ OPs feeling sort of burnt out or kind of numb, which I have those days too, I’m more sort of ambivalent.

Much of the time I’m content to myself, buuut I recognize I have to put myself out there and work with others to do anything more meaningful. However, working with others is…Working with others, with all those ups and downs, and I’m torn in how to navigate all that.

Fortunately and unfortunately, almost everyone’s in this situation and there’s pretty much the whole of history to make it clear everyone’s been making it up as they go and doing what works for them. That’s not exactly the most helpful though, so I’m still left going, “what the fuck?”

I dunno what I’m expecting from this, just adding to the pile of internet posts of, “uhhhhhhhh???”