1. Overthink thing.

2. At moment of decision make adrenaline loaded gut feeling choice.

I struggle with this shit every single day. Every single day I make huge mistakes with how I interact with others. I try to learn from them and do better, but there seem to be infinite ways that I can fuck up that are not always easily learned. And often when I do learn them, they go against the nature of my personality, so I have a hard time even remembering to do it correctly in the future.