Every time I try to stop being shy people seem unable to react to what I have to say. Its like I’m in a “wtf he’s not supposed to be talking” zone.

Same mate, every room I enter. I could fit the amount of stuff I say every day into one page of a word document.

I hate that I can relate to this so well.

If people are worth talking to, then you will be drawn to talk to them. There is literally an over abundance of assholes everywhere. You’re not shy, you’re living in a world of unworthy assholes. Make yourself worthy and forget them.