Every day, I let myself get trapped in this whirlpool of excessive information. When I wake up, I open my laptop to read news about the war and watch lectures on YouTube, immersing myself in the grand scheme that the world is controlled by a few cult-like, corporate, elitist, and financial cliques.
Reading this news makes me feel like my life doesn’t really matter. I feel lost when I realize I’m not part of any movement that will be recorded in textbooks. I’m not developing AI. I’m not at diplomatic discussions between nations. I’m not invited to the White House or the Blue House. Whatever I do today, the world continues to churn out doomsday news for another day.