Well, just take off your T-shirt, look down at your boobs…and remember I’m here, damn it 😭
Hey, at least I’ve got…absolutely nothing going for me 😭
I can’t even take good pictures to cover up the ugly…because the ugly is my entirety!

Last post, I swear. This is goodnight. I’m totally going to sleep. No, I don’t have a massive appetite for people’s attention, what are you talking about? 😭
Goodnight. Sleep well, everyone 🩷

  • DaPorkchop_ [any]@lemmy.mlEnglish
    21·
    1 month ago

    if there’s a flatness competition you’re gonna lose so hard lmao, those are some decently sized boobies

    also c’mon girl, you gotta stop calling yourself ugly! even if you think it’s true (which it isn’t), constantly repeating it out loud is really not good for you mentally and is probably either some form of self-harm or a very unhealthy way to get attention. please, just be nice to yourself :)

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      2·
      1 month ago

      Maybe not, but I’d defo make it to top 3 :P

      I honestly can’t…I’m sorry. It’s what I believe, what I see in the mirror. And even when the mirror is alright, the photos confirm my fears. I can’t be nice to myself. Thanks 💜
      Sorry

      • Madzielle@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
        2·
        1 month ago

        if you cant say anything nice, dont say it at all.

        Honestly, its such a human thing to hate how we look

        Girls with straight hair want curley, the curly girls want straight hair, its just how it goes.

        I hope your able to at least start calling yourself out, when you notice negative self talk. It isnt a road that leads anywhere good, I promise.

        dont apologize to us, apologize to your inner self for being so mean <3

  • nikki@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    11·
    1 month ago

    girl our boobs are the same size thats about expected for a year or so on hrt, I’ve read a lot of people take 2-3 years to fully develop!

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      5·
      1 month ago

      I really hope so…I think the shape is alright, it’s just…ugh, nevermind
      Thanks Nikki 💜

  • Lily@lemmy.zipEnglish
    11·
    1 month ago

    Honestly, I would switch to have you body over mine. You’re beautiful and I wish you can see that.

    If not through your eyes. Through others so you can finally grasp what they see.

    Take care girl 💜

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      3·
      1 month ago

      Thanks, but I don’t think you would. There is a person on Lemmy that saw it irl, but he still hasn’t told me what he thought. I think he’s disappointed…
      Even tho these pics are full of my ugly features, it’s not all of them. My entire body is ugly and monstrous. I’m sorry, but that’s my honest opinion on myself.

      • Lily@lemmy.zipEnglish
        4·
        1 month ago

        Oh I would. Honestly. That’s just because you can’t see what I see.

        I know I can’t convince you. But I’m not lying. I guess since you cannot see what I see, you think I’m lying because you think you have nothing to offer. But damn girl I’ll repeat it. You are beautiful! Take care Miisha :3 💜

  • irotsoma@piefed.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    9·
    1 month ago

    My boobs are very slightly bigger, but your body shape is way more feminine than mine in so many ways. The boobs will grow, but in can’t fix my issues like jutting ribs on a barrel chest, wide neck, short torso, chubby in the belly, belly area wider than hips/thighs, etc. You look great IMHO, I’m slightly envious TBH.

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      2·
      1 month ago

      I have all of those features you mentioned, plus monstrous shoulders on top of that. I really don’t have a feminine body, not at all. Sorry for deceiving you. Thanks 🩷

  • fracture@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    6·
    1 month ago

    hey, i wanted to let you know that humans have this funny quirk of their brains where, if they hear something enough, they will start to believe it. i mention it because i saw another comment where you mention you’ve been called ugly a lot by a family member in your life, and i wanted to let you know that, just because they said that, doesn’t mean it’s true

    and i think that you recognize that it’s very sad for anyone else to feel like you do, and that you wouldn’t want that for them, right? i think we (in the comments) generally feel the same way, that we don’t want that for you, and even if you feel dysphoric or unsatisfied with how you look, it doesn’t follow that you need to feel ugly, or follow it with this sort of very negative self-talk

    if you read this and maybe hopefully come to agree that you deserve better than to feel that way about yourself, i’d also like to add that you can exploit that same repetition quirk by playing affirmations of the thing you want to believe off of youtube or whatever (e.g. searching “body image self love affirmations”)

    and y’know… you are pretty cute. i wouldn’t mind giving you that railing you post so much about wanting :p

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      3·
      1 month ago

      and y’know… you are pretty cute. i wouldn’t mind giving you that railing you post so much about wanting :p

      I was reading your comment going “Yeah yeah, I wish it was that easy…” in my head, but this caught my attention immediately 😂
      Would, but…I have a bf, sorry :P

      Thanks for the offer tho, even tho it’s a bit silly, it means a lot to me 🩷

  • agavaaEnglish
    2·
    1 month ago

    I mean, you’re less flat than some of my cis girlfriends 😄 if this wasn’t a post in a trans community I wouldn’t assume anything, just saying. Don’t listen to your inner saboteur, listen to kind people on the internet.

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      2·
      1 month ago

      There’s no way. I don’t believe either of those statements 😭
      They do make me feel good tho, lol :3
      Thank you! I’m trying, I think 🩷

      • agavaaEnglish
        1·
        29 days ago

        You don’t believe it? You’ve heard about flat chest jokes, right? 😄 You have def more than 0 boob! Np tho 🤗