This is actually me_irl holy fuck, how do I change? I’ve been trying to quit for over a year at this point.
As someone who was also struggling to take a break, I needed the help of friends to keep me accountable. If you have any friends who can help out in that regard, I’d strongly recommend reaching out to them.
Another option is to only use a particular form of weed. I started to use way too often once I discovered how convenient vapes are. Before then it was always edibles which take time to activate and you’re stuck with it for a few hours. Because of that I had to be selective of the days and times I could use it.
Idk. Just a couple ideas to help you break your dependence on it. We’re all in this together.
Edit: It’s not on Lemmy yet, but back on Reddit there’s a subreddit called /r/leaves that’s meant to help people walk away from weed, even if it’s just temporary. May be worth checking out.