cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/12099240

I can’t help but think at night
Of that which never was, but might.

I’ve faced the demons deep inside
And found the answers that they hide.
But if I’d known it all back then,
Just think how much it could’ve changed…

It took so long to find the way
That most are trailing every day,
And now they seem so far ahead.
I miss the past I’ve never had,
Where all I took so long to see
Were always clear, and I’d be free.

How can I catch up with the rest?
How can I make up for the past?
Is it too late to change my fate?
Have I missed the train of luck?
Has life gone by while I was stuck?

– Lady Scarecrow

  • Chloë (she/her)
    2•6 months ago

    This is good! :)

    I often wonder how my life would have turned out had I immediately sought help when i initially figured it out, alas I was 15 and too scared… I do feel like other people have started their life, they go on dates and stuff, I cant really do that until I feel better in my body, but I’m excited for the day when I can finally be loved for who I am.

    I don’t think there really is a too late when it comes to transitioning, still I wish I’d did it back then…