• @rottingleaf
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    32 months ago

    I’m having similar thoughts lately. As if after one trauma (12 years ago, or a bit more, one girl told me to “go to my mom” and a few more things) I stopped taking full responsibility for my own existence and started relying on external criteria, like performance, for example. And taking that responsibility again feels as if reality is real again.

    • @Chee_Koala
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      42 months ago

      Oof, that sounds like it’ll be an intense climb back in to reality!

      • @rottingleaf
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        12 months ago

        Yes, it’s also a simplification - not a sudden realization and there were setbacks before. As always