I found gaining an interest in hobbies that are difficult gave me a will to live. I want to experience mastering all of these crafts that take decades to master.

Cooking, drawing, woodworking. Becoming a master of just one is hard enough, so every minute is extremely precious. I try to spend as much time as possible practicing and learning.

I can’t think of suicide because I worked so hard to male this much progress, and I still want to experience my other hobbies.

One’s craft helps one’s life. An old Japanese saying.