Isn’t this kinda what you want?

I am an uncontrollable perfectionist in this scenario. I have yet to start to write down any of the narratives that have lived in my head for years because i feel the tiniest detail or Nuance needs a research paper of its own for it to make sense.

I am more likely to die of old age then write a single chapter but someone is going to inherit a huge collection of neo-science articles.