I was depressed to the point of nearly killing myself at one point in my life. It was because I had a job I hated. It got to the point that I had to see a doctor who I somehow convinced I didn’t need to be on suicide watch (I should have been). I turned down any prescription drugs he said he could give because I knew it was my job and I didn’t want to be made “ok” enough to do it. Anyway I found a new job not long after and haven’t been depressed since.