I would be down for either or both. I just want to be someone else in a different world. I don’t really like how my life has turned out at all and I don’t think its going to get better.
I feel a pretty awful sense of emptiness and alienation these days. Pretty intense suicidality. Especially recently due to some friend circle implosion. Where by any normal person’s evaluation of the situation, I am the bad guy. But its due to autistic burnout and autistic limerence coinciding at the same time. Also through drunken negligence and a poor ability to read my own emotions, due to Alexithymia. All joining forces to make me step on social taboo rakes and make a huge portion of my friends dislike me significantly.
I have a therapist as a result of the crisis and its not really helping very much. Shes a pretty nice therapist though.
I hate being autistic.
Why? Sure we have a difficult time being social sometimes, but it’d argue it gives you a superpower in reasoning/being in touch with yourself.
Sometimes it’s easier to want yourself to change to accommodate the NT world than to want the world to change to accommodate you
I would be down for either or both. I just want to be someone else in a different world. I don’t really like how my life has turned out at all and I don’t think its going to get better.
I feel a pretty awful sense of emptiness and alienation these days. Pretty intense suicidality. Especially recently due to some friend circle implosion. Where by any normal person’s evaluation of the situation, I am the bad guy. But its due to autistic burnout and autistic limerence coinciding at the same time. Also through drunken negligence and a poor ability to read my own emotions, due to Alexithymia. All joining forces to make me step on social taboo rakes and make a huge portion of my friends dislike me significantly.
I have a therapist as a result of the crisis and its not really helping very much. Shes a pretty nice therapist though.