At age sixteen I began what would be a four year struggle with bulimia. When the symptoms started, I turned in desperation to adults who knew more than I did about how to stop shameful behavior—my Bible study leader and a visiting youth minister. “If you ask anything in faith, believing,” they said....
Religious Trauma Syndrome has been well documented in recent years.
https://therapist.com/trauma/religious-trauma/
Damn. That’s my entire personality.