• @[email protected]
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    61 year ago

    more than that, in my experience when i simply cannot do something and try to force myself to do it, it leads to me feeling like i’m going to die.

    The phone scrolling is a form of self-defence to distract from that feeling of “i’m useless and god is about to smite me for sucking so hard”

    • Ser Salty
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      41 year ago

      There’s just this… dread or uneasiness whenever I’m forced or forcing myself to do something. Like, cleaning is great on the rare occassion I just naturally have the energy and will to do it, but anytime else it’s like torture.