If you don’t like it then you don’t like it, no need to be hard on yourself for thinking you should like something. I’m the complete opposite; I feel like I should be listening to more popular genres so I can enjoy it with others, but most of the time I just can’t. It’s left me lonely with the music I love, although sometimes I come across others who have similar interests. It feels like trying to force feed myself food that I can’t stand. So… I just said fuck it and stopped trying