I feel like since starting hrt I feel more hopeless, and I look and realize that I’ll never look like a girl, there’s nothing I can do. My life is essentially over. While yes I look better than I did pre hrt I still look bad and I hate myself and the person I am.
My issue is realistic expections are too never pass, always look unattractive (traditionally) and always hate myself for not starting hrt until I was 20
Please don’t hate yourself, see a therapist. I promise you your mind and attitude are more malleable than you think!