What’s really nice is giving up on life and then not going through with the act because then you have literally nothing to lose and stop giving a fuck about the stuff that don’t matter. Can try anything because you weren’t supposed to be alive this week anyway. Getting that close to death and coming to peace with our mortality and that any day you can make the decision to end it, but what if you decide not to do that today and see how tomorrow is cause you lose nothing by checking it out, is very liberating.
Gonna go see the eclipse and then prolly yeet myself off a bridge. Unemployed with no prospects, might as well go out with a bucket list item.
I really, really hope not. As shitty as it is now the only chance of it getting any better is by staying around.
If you are thinking about it, it is worth calling a hotline like the 988 lifeline in the US first.
https://988lifeline.org/talk-to-someone-now/
Meh
What’s really nice is giving up on life and then not going through with the act because then you have literally nothing to lose and stop giving a fuck about the stuff that don’t matter. Can try anything because you weren’t supposed to be alive this week anyway. Getting that close to death and coming to peace with our mortality and that any day you can make the decision to end it, but what if you decide not to do that today and see how tomorrow is cause you lose nothing by checking it out, is very liberating.
Meh