So everytime I masturbated after coming out I feel so guilty afterwards. I also feel so annoyed at my ejaculate wether it’s from after masturbating or after having a wet dream.
Is anyone else feeling the same?
This is also the reason why I’ve done it only like 3 times since the end of september (where I came out). Is that bottom dysphoria or just general dysphoria?
“Transfeminine AMABs (people assigned male at birth) with testicles experience surges in testosterone in relation to attraction and desire, which can make them more dysphoric.” -Biochemical dysphoria, The Gender Dysphoria Bible
If you’re still using your hand, something that might help a lot is getting a vibrating wand. I got a Doxxy wand a couple years after coming out and it’s been a lifesaver in terms of not feeling as much dysphoria masturbating.
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