I keep posting things and deleting them. Sometime I hope I’ll feel ok enough to keep one.

  • @satanmat
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    181 month ago

    Don’t delete.

    It’s cool to just say hey.

    Hey….

      • @[email protected]
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        41 month ago

        Depression sucks - I’ve lived with those demons for most my childhood and adult life. Trying is good enough in my book, although I still hope that it was stellar.

        Much love from an internet stranger!

  • @ctenidium
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    41 month ago

    Hey there! Keep going, you have friends here.

  • @BreadOven
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    31 month ago

    Check it out guys, I’m the Grungler.

  • TragicNotCute
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    31 month ago

    I do this a lot. Glad to see you pushed through and hit submit. I’m glad you did :)

        • @DudemanJenkinsOP
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          11 month ago

          The stage - the fear. My life is rejections at this point and everything else is falling apart at the seams. Putting myself out in any way is… not ideal to me.

          • Iapar
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            21 month ago

            I can understand that.

            Me helped it to make different usernames and playing roles to try out different things. Then the reaction was against that role and not myself.

            It also gave me time to come up with good reactions to reactions. And everything that worked, I adapted for my “real” self. Like social interactions with training-wheels.

            Learning to not let it get to you or even see some humor in it was one of the greatest feelings in my life and I wish you the same feeling.

            I hope that shit gets better for you.

  • @alyth
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    31 month ago

    Hey, I recognise your username from comments. You once commented on my post that you appreciate me and that stuck with me. I still think about it sometimes. You seem like a really lovely person, hope to see you around more.

  • @[email protected]
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    21 month ago

    Thanks for posting. I rarely post myself and was glad that this little greeting showed up on my screen. I appreciate it and wish you all the best.

  • anonymous
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    1 month ago

    Hey . Also do you feel like the Post’s gonna be associated with you after you post it or something ? Or is it the good old no one gives a fuck/why do i even try feeling ?

    • @DudemanJenkinsOP
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      11 month ago

      I get so much rejection in my life that the possibility of any feels daunting now. My self-worth is very not ok right now.