I keep posting things and deleting them. Sometime I hope I’ll feel ok enough to keep one.
Don’t delete.
It’s cool to just say hey.
Hey….
👋 Hope you had/will have a stellar day!
Thanks. I’m trying.
Depression sucks - I’ve lived with those demons for most my childhood and adult life. Trying is good enough in my book, although I still hope that it was stellar.
Much love from an internet stranger!
Hey there
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Hey there! Keep going, you have friends here.
I do this a lot. Glad to see you pushed through and hit submit. I’m glad you did :)
Hey, I recognise your username from comments. You once commented on my post that you appreciate me and that stuck with me. I still think about it sometimes. You seem like a really lovely person, hope to see you around more.
I hope your table is well my friend.
Check it out guys, I’m the Grungler.
Keep it up king! The struggle is real but you got this
Hey :)
Why are you deleting it?
I’m afraid
Afraid of what?
The stage - the fear. My life is rejections at this point and everything else is falling apart at the seams. Putting myself out in any way is… not ideal to me.
I can understand that.
Me helped it to make different usernames and playing roles to try out different things. Then the reaction was against that role and not myself.
It also gave me time to come up with good reactions to reactions. And everything that worked, I adapted for my “real” self. Like social interactions with training-wheels.
Learning to not let it get to you or even see some humor in it was one of the greatest feelings in my life and I wish you the same feeling.
I hope that shit gets better for you.
Hey!
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Hey . Also do you feel like the Post’s gonna be associated with you after you post it or something ? Or is it the good old no one gives a fuck/why do i even try feeling ?
I get so much rejection in my life that the possibility of any feels daunting now. My self-worth is very not ok right now.
