Also MFW my desire to love and be understood is thwarted by my fear of loss and the existential horror of being known

I just pretend not to care while caring intensely

I feel this so hard! Sometimes I wanna be a little quiet, mysterious, wait for them to come to you. But someone says anything that remotely interests me and I’m suddenly jabbering like a turkey.

You can be oversharing and mysterious because people will be like “Why are they telling me this”