My approach to the issue I describe is for people who do know me, assuming people know as much as they claim to be sure of (including knowing me, though some seem eager to inspire doubt about that). There has been a stir about me because there are people who dislike me enough to follow me around and swaying public opinion out of spite, and this here is a mental exercise I became fixated on testing out.

You say that around me and those who even suggest things might not be as everyone assumes, but then you imply otherwise around the people making the claims, as most people you claim to speak for imply about themselves. Which, along with the fact this idea is the response to the fact nobody has asked me for my perspective or reasons (which is an annoying trend at this point), is the reason for this now. It is an innocent way of going about it that has a productive outcome. What are you, anti-socialism? Rather than allow this to become something and for me to prove I’m a woman of my word through honoring a bet rather than some narcissist who finds her way out of things, you’d rather be sadistic with a remark about popcorn while trying to play doctor and say that amoral aspects about me confirm narcissistic tendencies? One shouldn’t lie to themself.