Mhm my Pipeline ended in the middle, but iam fine with that.
So you wish you were nonbinary? Why do you think you’re not?
I mean, I most certainly am enby, I don’t have any strong feeling regarding being female or male (even though I jolt a bit when I am addressed as he/him and feel fuzzy when being addressed by my she/her pronouns). But I am self diagnosed, and I always need validation from the outside; why can’t I feel valid on my own by my self. I hate it.
You sound very cisn’t to me for what it’s worth. Feelings of ambivalence are often disassociation from the fact that you aren’t able to be yourself. After getting a taste of euphoria, it becomes more difficult to live the way you used to. You also start to want more; often more than you ever imagined you’d want.
In my experience, it becomes much harder to invalidate yourself as you experience more euphoria and allow your desire for change to grow. A cis person wouldn’t enjoy escaping the confines of their own gender, and wouldn’t feel so disappointed if they’re unable to do so.
And remember, the only thing you need to be another gender is the desire to be one. There are no special gatekeepers; those that try to gatekeep only deny the truth. You can just be an enby if you want; it’s that simple
i wish i knew as a teenager what i know now. :(
I think my pipeline is clogged by not having access to hrt. no diy either, no money for that.
Having it doesn’t guarantee the change you want
Literally me lol
