always, but I’ve felt this way for a long time

tldr dated someone and felt it was serious and after breaking it off I never looked at friendships the same way

but the good thing is that this was a long time ago when I was young so I’ve focused on myself and ever since my motto has been to live purely for my hobbies and for myself

maybe it’s selfish or whatever, I don’t really care at this point

but friends are cherry on top, in terms of societal structure your family is supposed to be the people who ideally think of you as a favourite