Im not gonna do it. If I didnt have a support network and family though, Id be feeling it.
struggling to cope with both micro and macro …sadness in humanity.
Im tired of coping today. Im crying every 15 mins.
I did go to my art therapy group this morning, and felt a little better. Only to come on here and see… what my country is doing.
Being human is a curse.
gonna go to my dr appt in a minute, and then make my favorite leek soup, or ask my husband to handle dinner so I can be a puddle on the floor.
Nearly 40 years on this earth. Today, feels like too much.

Don’t let the bastards of the world do this to you. Go out today and inject some kindness back into the world even in the smallest of ways:
All of these things and more make you a force of good. Sometimes it is very hard to do this for ourselves, but it can be easier to do for others. You don’t need to move mountains, for each of us individually even the smallest pebble is enough. You can look behind you as see the positive ripple effects from your actions. Be a reason the world is a better place today than it was yesterday because YOU are in it.
I love this advice. Be the light, when all is dark. Yall are my light right now, thank you <3