I mainly wanted to figure out OP’s intent. Did OP want to communicate:

• “its not for me”
• “I dislike/hate the mother role”
• “I dislike/hate kids”
• “moms made a bad choice to being a mother”
• or intentionally unclear

I wanted to be positive, but

… and not more drastic measures) …

I wrote before,

that means any “drastic” action to separate the child’s life from OP’s life, past conception. ghoulishly implying the kid’s well-being doesn’t matter in the process.

that’s worse than my worst assumptions.

Okay, Ive been informed that im being biased, I assumed they couldve only drastic actions against the child, not drastic actions to herself. Frankly i dont like that part in myself that assumes antagonism.